SOMETHING REAL i feel

i'm 22 and i want to save the world.

but instead i settle for living in dallas, applying to grad schools, loving sprinkles cupcakes, fine dining, dressing up, interior decorating, bar hopping, sleazy dancing, volunteering, existing...

"Sluts are not “proper women” because a “proper woman” is not supposed to be a sexual being; she’s supposed to be prim, proper, and repressed, and have sex because it is her duty. In the Victorian era, when sex within marriage was considered a patriotic duty for a woman, women in loveless marriages and brides frightened of the wedding night hijinks were told, “close your eyes, open your legs, and think of England.” Things haven’t changed as much as we’d like to think they have. Women are, to some degree, still expected to passively accept the sexual advances of men… and fulfill their duty as hollow-eyed sex objects." 

The Slut Myth, Women’s Glib (via heitzenhuter)

Happy Halloween! 

Spending the day watching scary movies, then going to watch Paranormal Activity 2 in our PJs.

The most amazing sushi I had last night at Kobeya: Wasabi roll - tempura shrimp, avocado and cream cheese on the inside, wrapped in soy paper with crab on the outside, plated in a trio of special Wasabi sauce, signature sweet sauce and spicy mayo.

thehumorlessfeminist:

Most amazing (and semi-healthy) sandwich ever:

sourdough bread, avocado, havarti cheese, bacon (turkey bacon in this case), and red onions.

It would be better with mustard, though!

def gonnna make this. 

off days are boring. i want to be at work, bankinn it. 

I can’t sleep. Ugh. Annoyed. I shouldn’t have napped earlier. I wish it was tomorrow right now. I’m hungry and I really want to go and exchange the dress out my mom bought me. I swear my mom either thinks I’m a lot fatter than I actually am or she purposely buys me things too big for me so she can wear it later. The dress fit kind of big and I was annoyed because I’d need to get it altered but I thought it was just the way the dress was designed that made it kinda awkward.. When I went to hang it I noticed it was a size 38.. My response was - what the fuck mom?! I’m a 34. Imagine being a 34 bra size and someone buying you a 38 band.. Idk why I am so annoyed over it… it sounds so frivolous but my mom ALWAYS does this. I mean idgi just buy it for yourself I didn’t even ask you to get me one, I like buying my own clothes. Blahh I know I sound like an ungrateful bitch but seriously this is like an always thing. I always have to get dresses she buys me altered.. it’s just annoying. I’ve told her repeatedly mom too big, mom not my size, mom this is hanging off of me.. Idgi can she really not gage for my size? Idk why she insists on buying me clothes when I’m not there in my size. I need to vent so I don’t act ungrateful to her. I’m gonna tell her to keep it for herself or we’re exchanging it out. Stupid cost of alterations could buy me 3 shirts. WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN.

I guess life’s good if this is all I have to bitch about.

Ciao.

weeeekend trip. 

i dont want to get ready i dont want to go i dont want to get up off this chair i dont want to drive i dont want to shower i dont want to put clothes on i dont want to fix my hair i dont want to put on make up to feel pretty i dont want to have to fill up my empty gas tank i dont want to be around people i dont want to do things i dont want to drink i dont want to spend money i dont want to talk about my life i dont want to lie about how i’ve been because i haven’t been ‘good’ i dont want to do anything anymore ever.

should be fun, bye.

let’s just take our time; there’s nothing else to do.

what better way to spend the night; than wasting it with you.

ya pretty much.

i was lukn at your blog can u tell me what recipe u use for your tacos u made? 

http://onestopcook.wordpress.com/2009/04/26/easy-mexican-style-shredded-chicken-tacos/

i used this shredded chicken recipe, but i didn’t deep fry my tacos or use lettuce/tomato/cheese. i used white corn tortillas and topped it with onions and cilantro and salsa verde. blahh i can ramble about cooking forever. this question was sweet :) Y U ANONYMOUS.

i just reread my post about the lost money, was i high or drunk when i wrote that? i sound like i just learned english yesterday… so many grammatical errors wtf. also, i’ve come to terms with the fact that it probably fell out of my pocket somewhere in between shopping and eating. i figure whoever found it needed it more than me.